just needed to let it out...

and yes, it's been a looong while.

While it's been a very interesting rollercoaster ride of a year, nothing bugs me more than recent happenings between friends.

it's sad when people wait till matters are 'unsalvagable' to start speaking up. and it's bugs me when people are still always stabbing each other in the back. why can't friends approach and clarify and you know.. stab in the front if you are so adamant that you are right instead of being so .... hmmm.. backstabbing?

people are entitled to their opinions and i'm fine with it. i have no right to say who's right or wrong, but i do believe that before one starts pointing fingers at others just to feel better about themselves, look at yourself in the mirror first.

who's a better friend? one who is plain and simply a friend, who tells you to shaddup when you should, tells you to buck up when you're slacking, tells you you're fucking wrong when you are and accepts you for whatever you are?

or someone who sugarcoats words, treading carefully as if there's a hidden agenda in everything they say?

sure they make you feel good, and you can go through life thinking you're all right and yes, you might just go through life thinking you're really alright and that everyone else is wrong... does that teach you to be a better person? guess no... coz you dun fall and you dun learn to get up.

i prolly sound like i'm whining, and i guess i am. but i'm sick of people drawing conclusions and assumptions without getting the facts right first. jumping to conclusions just make you look like a fucking kid at the end of the day.

okay... i'm done... c'est la vie..