Plead the fleeting moment to last

Monday, December 04, 2006

alone again, finally

Not that I'm complaining lah... but it's been a while since I'm home alone.. so...

Hooo well!! I'm back and feeling much lighter than usual. Must be the hugeass weight placed on my shoulders that have been putting on weight. I'm talking about the performance lah. Bleah...

It's finally over!!


Boy was it fun or what? I guess the past coupla weeks, even months of spending every single off day in the dance studio with nothing but pink and poles did pay off. Rehearsals were initially kinda slow and up till the day before my performance day, I was still kinda tweaking things around. Thank god everything went smoothly. *PHEW* I'm in love with the pole cept that it gives me nothing but bruises under my arms and inner thighs and calves that I feel so abused. Tough love i guess.

Anywayz, lucky for me, ms dee aka deanna actually took some pics of the nite before the big day and put it up in her bloggy AND took videos of the big nite. Videos will come later, but previews can be found in her bloggy. I'll do my own when i get the pics.

Past coupla weeks have been pretty much roller coaster for me. Almost... well... hmm... i dunno... i DID take my shit, put them in a bag and threw it at a fan but it didn't break. Thankfully... in a way... ah well, it's more sturdy than i expected it to be huh, if not, shit would've splattered and I won't know how to clear it up. Aiyah.. sounds disgusting but u get the drift.

Decided (well vina confirmed the decision for me) that I guess i should give happiness a shot. Being happy or happier... sad or sadder... whatever lah... did take quite a lot of pain and hyperventilation last week to remind myself that I should be happy where I am now so... let's just see where it leads to.

So yep! This yr has passed by in a flash but in hindsight, it's been a pretty awesome year. Will prolly post one of those "looking back in 2006" kinda thing soon... but not yet. Still more than a month to go and more shit can happen.

You just never know...

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