in pain

you know when you are overworking your body too much and it's screaming out in pain and agony when every single person who u meet ask you how did this particular accident happen, or how did that (read: those) bruises come about, or even how the hell are u going to work in this state, and always ends up with the last words "please, take care."

ho well, methinks i ought to give those last 3 words more serious thought coz i admit i've been pretty reckless with my body, or maybe just plain reckless. and i know it pains people who love me to see me in pain.

wakeboarding instructor gave me a little warning before i rode last week, "diana, please dun attempt to do anything too violent".

dance instructor says, "oh, she's always very violent".

anywayz, i'm regretting it. i've got a milan flight tonight but looking at my back, i seriously dunno if i can make the flight. sigh... gonna pack lotsa ko-yok, my mini heat pack and pain killers.

milan better be worth the pain.. ptui!