going away for a bit
so the past coupla days have been pretty great. i mean, definately had its ups and downs, lefts and rights and all that crap. and as heart wrenching sometimes to see my friends go through shit, i'm always really glad that they actually think of me and turn to me to rant/whine/pour/cry/deliberate about their issues. kinda like it feeds my sanity and keeps me grounded coz sometimes i may get a little too happy with life and build castles in the air.
sometimes, just sometimes though, the pressure and burden of knowing can become a little too much and painful to bear. but hey.. like i said, it feeds my sanity (and sometimes, a little gossip doesn't harm).
so anyways, the gals have been planning to go on a girly trip since god-knows-when. we've actually decided on the date 11 to 14may eons ago.. but alas, us being us (although there's no excuse coz afterall, it's been decided for so long...) dilly dallied and now, we dunno if it's still on. methinks it's a self-fulfilling prophecy. nobody believes we'll be able to plan something like that so nobody bothers about it and everybody just leaves it to somebody else and that's how we go about it all the time. i mean, if there was really effort put in it, i'm sure something could've been worked out, no? sigh... but then again... shit happens all the time so how on earth will we ever be able to plan something and tell shit not to happen?
see that's me ranting... to myself (and whoever reads this blog). aiyah.. it just gets so tiring sometimes to organise something and not get any support for it. like... smsing people for a nite out and NO ONE bothers to reply (i'm sure we've all gone through that). well, mainly things like that that has happened more than a coupla times.
okay back to the trip. so it's been settled and the dates are fixed. i know most of the girls CAN'T make it anymore... (surprise surprise!) but i've gotten used to it so i dun quite feel increasingly agitated with each rejection.
howell... oh oh.. i'm going sipadan tomorrow (techincally later) and back on 27 apr. there's another performance at gotham on 3rd may to raise awareness for child sex abuse and 100% tix sales will go there. so please... come support.. even if i'm not dancing.. coz.. I CAN'T FIND SOMEONE TO GIVE MY FUCKING FLIGHT AWAY TO!!!! mind you it's not a cheapo flight lor.
two holidays next roster!! yay...
sometimes, just sometimes though, the pressure and burden of knowing can become a little too much and painful to bear. but hey.. like i said, it feeds my sanity (and sometimes, a little gossip doesn't harm).
so anyways, the gals have been planning to go on a girly trip since god-knows-when. we've actually decided on the date 11 to 14may eons ago.. but alas, us being us (although there's no excuse coz afterall, it's been decided for so long...) dilly dallied and now, we dunno if it's still on. methinks it's a self-fulfilling prophecy. nobody believes we'll be able to plan something like that so nobody bothers about it and everybody just leaves it to somebody else and that's how we go about it all the time. i mean, if there was really effort put in it, i'm sure something could've been worked out, no? sigh... but then again... shit happens all the time so how on earth will we ever be able to plan something and tell shit not to happen?
see that's me ranting... to myself (and whoever reads this blog). aiyah.. it just gets so tiring sometimes to organise something and not get any support for it. like... smsing people for a nite out and NO ONE bothers to reply (i'm sure we've all gone through that). well, mainly things like that that has happened more than a coupla times.
okay back to the trip. so it's been settled and the dates are fixed. i know most of the girls CAN'T make it anymore... (surprise surprise!) but i've gotten used to it so i dun quite feel increasingly agitated with each rejection.
howell... oh oh.. i'm going sipadan tomorrow (techincally later) and back on 27 apr. there's another performance at gotham on 3rd may to raise awareness for child sex abuse and 100% tix sales will go there. so please... come support.. even if i'm not dancing.. coz.. I CAN'T FIND SOMEONE TO GIVE MY FUCKING FLIGHT AWAY TO!!!! mind you it's not a cheapo flight lor.
two holidays next roster!! yay...
posted by ah_bu @ 11:53 PM
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