very very disturbed

you know what i've come to realise between staying at home and normanton?

yes, i had to pay more money when i go to and from work.
yes, i had to pay rent and electrical bills.
yes, i clubbed more often.
yes, i organised more house parties.
yes, i still took cabbies home and called them when i needed them.

bought my own household equipment - check
bought makan and goodies for the boys and the peeps at reuters - check
shopped as often - check

but why? i just don't understand why i managed to save more moolah that whole year and i'm living on deficits now! why?

the only thing that could have contributed was prolly me tabaoing from auntie downstairs to eat at home or someone somewhere will buy foodie on the way home. but it can't just be the food that's saving me that few grand rite???

why??? *looking perplexed*