Past the pt of no return?

My bestmanfren said..."The Diana I knew last time wasn't so jaded with life, was able to make decisions, more decisive... more responsible... the Diana I knew wasn't living her life the way she is now... more.. 'Zi Ai''

Responsibility::Fault::Blame::Consequences::Cause::Effect::Shouldering responsibility::Guilt::Who::What::Why::How::Forgiveness::Truth::Infidelity::Love::Loving::
Passion::Trust::Decisions::Choices::Change::Friendship::Surprises::Friends::Guidance::
Complications::Right::Wrong::Pain::Hurt::Tears::Blindness::Dilemma::Flirt::Player::Game::
Respect::Moments::Thoughts::Dreams::Darkness::Light::Rights::Anticipation::Obligation::
Expectation::Jealousy::Giving::Relationships::Fear::Mistakes::Freedom::Defences::
Protection::Sanity::Secrets::Desire::Succumbing::Lost::Circles::Promises::Soulmate::Soul::
Selfishnes::Selflessness::Solitude::Anger::Fustration::Betrayal::Broken::Baggages::Seduction::
Magic::Chemistry::Resistance::Damaged::Tease::Fuck::Trip::High::Confusion::Happiness::
Sadness::Laughter::Heaven::Hell::Life::

In all randomness, just what on earth am I doing?

"Past the point of no return,the final threshold -what warm, unspoken secrets will we learn? Beyond the point of no return . . .

Past the point of no return, the final threshold -the bridge is crossed, so stand and watch it burn . . .We've passed the point of no return . . ."