the gang

everybody says that it is pretty unusual and heartwarming to see the group affectionately known as the gang remain so close even after so long without the numbers depleting at all. we had this little almost-impromptu-without-any-reason potluck dinner at prissy-la-la's place last weekend and it was really nice, cozy and special.

i must say that growing up with these special dudes and dudettes in my life made it all the more special and the dynamics are just so intertwined - sometimes, a little too intertwined and complicated. but then again, here's the beauty of it and these are the people who just know what you're thinking with a single look.

*contented sigh* i dunno how i'd ever have gone through all that i've gone through without them. but sometimes i just dunno how to let them know how much they mean to me coz i guess it just sounds a little stupid and childish especially, i dunno, for someone (people) of my (our) age. haha... it's almost as if the older we get, the more we should just indulge in work and family and relationships that friendships naturally just keep getting pushed back coz afterall, isn't it always said that the older u get, the lesser friends u have?

fuck, come to think of it, we're freaking 25!! and i'm still not married or getting close to it!! ahhh!!! but but but... come to think of it, sigh... it still scares me alot. but that's not the point. i guess... maybe, it's not the idea of getting married but who you're marrying that's scary? oh well... i dunno lah..

i digress... as usual, heh.

as i was saying, in anycase, just for the record, i love u guys! ALOT. ;D