savouring my day off

london was nice, as usual, with a little bit of... hmm... i dunno, mixed feelings here and there. ah well... at least things at home are a-okay now. i hope. oh well, can't expect everything to go smoothly all the time, can i? one thing at a time i guess... one step at a time.

spent the whole of yesterday and almost the whole of today just lazing at home. watched coupla dvds... haven't had that nua feeling for some time so methinks it's good. a little quality me-and-us-time i guess. heh. and i'm looking forward to the potluck tonight!! (even though i'm gonna be damn late, bleah)

heard this over american idol actually and i kinda really like it. so here... gwen stefani's four in the morning.



Wakin up to find another day
The moon got lost again last night
But now the sun has finally had it's say
I guess I feel alright

But it hurts when I think,
When I let it sink in
It's all over me
lying here, in the dark
I'm watchin you sleep, it hurts a lot

[Bridge]
And all I know is you've got to give me everything
and nothing else coz,
You know I'd give you all of me

[Chorus]
I'd give you everything that I am
I'm handin over everything that I've got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don't ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning
And the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we're gonna do it come and do it right

All I wanted was to know I'm safe
Don't wanna lose the love I found
Remember when you said that you would change
Don't let me down

It's not fair, how you are
I can't be complete, can you give me more

Oh please, you know what I need
Save all your lovin for me
We can't escape the love
With everything that you have