i don't geddit

there must be something wrong when my ulcers take more than two weeks to get better and less than 3 days to sprout out again and increase in numbers. i drink water.. i sleep.. i dunno what's wrong. fuck.

first it was my leg that had muscle inflammation , now it's my neck that's hurting like crazy. i dunno what's wrong! fuck...

why must it be endless pain!? why can't it just be weightloss??