back in paris...

just feel like writing something today. 

i nuaed the last coupla days away, visiting val (that poor gal, hope she can ride (i mean.. walk properly) soon), eating alot of freaking cheeeeken rice, watching dvds, going for the 380 course, ktving till 6am, drinking and more drinking. and i kinda feel like my life is wasting away. 

i did do something constructive though, my resume complete with a photo is now ready to rumble both in print and web versions. yay! and i kinda got myself an interview date with this events company ceo in taiwan. yay yay!! which brings me back to the fact that quitting is gonna do me good. i need to feel the rush and stress again.. and no, rushing to finish a meal service, feeding 42 hungry passengers, making sure all of them are happy and dandy, and working in the confines of a tiny shithole with 6 other people who u bum into everytime u turn around, saying sorry a million and one times, making sure u're not rude even though you're busy as hell with colleagues asking the stupidest questions then scolding you for nothing, is not the kind of stress i need or want.

i prefer giving stress. me slavedriver... 

anyways, i'm in paris now. paris reminds me of soooo many things, people and shit. but in all, i still think it's a romantic place to be in. i guess it's nice to have someone to think about when you're somewhere different. wishing he could see this or hey.. we must do this sometime and oh.. i'll bring you here one day... but then of course the part where you start missing the person sets in and you go like.. "omg, i miss u so much!" and not being able to even chat online since we're miles and timezones apart isn't helping. faster go bk to taipei or something.  better yet, make that sg. kekeke... 

ps: if we ever have a big huge fight because i'm being unreasonably emo and pms-sy coz it mostly will just be pms and i can get very irritatingly short tempered, unreasonable (i know i already said that), emo (this too), basically... just looking for trouble, picking a fight and screwing things up, please dun ever walk away. just kiss it away, ok? and fyi, i reallly reeeallly appreciate your patience with the smoking bit. 

okay.. back to being.. ahem, not so mushy... it was one of those moments... 

ladidadida... i'm suppose to be out partying now, but some of my colleagues bailed out on me, and because we drank upon checking in which led to a pounding headache all through dinner, i'm just gonna stay in and drink evian mineral water. my head is still pounding though. omg, it's only 10pm here! wtf am i gonna do the rest of the nite?!

hokay, i just downloaded firefox, hopefully the silly hotmail thingy can work on it. i might be back to drop another post. i get bored easily.. it's like.. i'm... talking to myself. Help!! i'm flaky and peeling like hell but i no hap moisturiser.. sighh..

and the peeling goes on... au revoir!~