slightly moody sat...

hokays, this seems weird that i'm sitting alone at home on a saturday with my girls and nothing else to do but housework. which i've done.. now that i'm so used to having him around, i dunno wat to do with my time when he's away. sheeshhh

yes, i've got girlfriends to meet, friends to meet, but somehow, something's different. like... i dunno if i went "any plans?" would there be any response? sigh.. i guess i haven't been a good friend myself... like, i'd love to text everyone and say wat's up? but then i gotta consider who i'm meeting and whether they are okay with him around and all that... and i end up choosing not to call. arghhh... so dilemmaaaaaaa...

sigh.. i dun think i'm a good friend anymore and i don't think i'm considered one anymore as well. and it sucks to be the last to know about stuff that matters. aiyah.. i'm just in a whiny mood. it's really not that bad... right?? you think?? sighh... 

anyways, am off to meet gracia for some girly time!! yay!!