Ouch

sigh...

Ever been in that situation where you try ur darn hardest to prevent your biggest, greatest fear from realising itself? You try, you give, you let go, you hang on but whatever hugeass round you make, you still stop at that point - the point when your biggest fear actually comes close to unleashing it's powers and causing damage to you? (too much WoW talk from adrian and ivan)- and then you retrack back to square one and once again you've prevented your biggest greatest fear from rearing it's ugly head.

Yippie... but...

What if you decide to take that ONE step forward into the unknown? For it is not what we know or can see that scares us but what we dun know that we fear. So I took that step into the unknown and guess what I found? - my greatest fear staring straight back at me.

It's not so much of a scary sorta fear or anything like that. In fact, it's nothing like that at all... nothing physical even though sometimes the pain can become physically tangible. Anywayz, my point is... it breaks my heart to see another heart broken. It tears me inside out to know that someone I love is experiencing the exact kinda pain I went through two yrs ago. But there's nothing I can do about it too. I mean I could, but that'll just be wrong and unfair.

Hope time will heal and tell what lies in store. You never know. You just never know, but never say never.

How do you love someone and fall in love all over again?