end of the year posts usually mean...

it's time to evaluate 2007 and come up with unrealistic 2008 resolutions that cause people to just give up making coz it usually gets screwed within the first month.. i know mine did. sigh..

so.. looking bk at the entire year which started a teeny weeny bit shitty, i think it pretty much moved up from there. lots and lots of life changing decisions were made but for the first time in a long time, i'm actually not depressed on christmas (i was more pissed off and frustrated) and new year's day.

i often look back on past blogs, especially those written around this period of time exactly a year or two ago and compare it with this present moment. there seemed to be more similarities than differences.. hmm... that ain't so healthy no? coz doesn't it mean that a year ago, or even two years ago, the things i was whining abt now are the exactly same things i was whining abt then? which led me to think.. "damn, my life hasn't changed one bit eh?"

today i'm gonna make sure i change that.

so let's see..

i've always said i wanna try to drink less, so let's do that.
i've never said i wanted to quit smoking, so let's try that.
i've always loved a challenge and now that pole dancing's done, i'll try something else.
i've always resolved to save up so i'll keep that up.
i've always complained abt my weight but actually all i wanna do is tone up, so let's do that.

i'm having mixed feelings abt 2008. stressed by the fact that as i'm typing, my employment status is becoming more and more uncertain. ha! but i'm super excited abt going to tpe and doing something different so i guess.... bottomline.. i'm happy...

somehow something tells me everything will be okay.