addiction alert!

you know you're addicted to something when it's almost like every available time you have for your mind to wander, you wander back to it. even when you know that the amount of time spent on it could have been put to much greater use, even when you know that it actually wun make a difference to any part of your life whether you have it or not.

sigh....

i hate korean serial dramas. it's a love-hate relationship actually. never imagined myself ever saying this but methinks i'm actually hooked on it!! *argh* first it was that period drama, now it's the one with that oh-so-cute korean actor. the storyline's a lil draggy though but... somehow you're just hooked?!~ and because of that, guess what, I literally spent the entire.. and i mean, ENTIRE friday nite watching it with me mom and dad. my first weekend in sg and i spent it watching deeveedeeeeeee. spilled over to the entire saturday afternoon, no, make that, the ENTIRE FUCKING DAY AND NITE watching episode after episode until i literally had to run outta the house at 12mn just so i wun see the next episode and get stuck again. geeeezz

this is unhealthy. i've tons to pack, my room's still in a mess, my cupboard's not fixed, my piano's not moved, my clothes are not hung, my sister's room still has my stuff, i'm still living outta my suitcase, i haven't painted my nails, i haven't checked my flight info, i..i.. ARGH!~ 2 full days at home and i've only washed my laundry and.. ate, slept, sat in front of the teevee.

this is what an addiction is. it makes you lose concentration on immediate tasks at hand. makes you overlook things that really should matter. you know it's bad, you KNOW, but you still want it, you wun feel at ease until you get it and you just can't seem to get enough of it.

can't wait to come back and finish it up.. hur hur hur.. just a coupl more episodes!!