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Sunday, January 07, 2007

who is me?

a friend asked me last nite, "who exactly is the real diana and how will i know it's really diana?"

honestly, i dunno... i replied that the real diana's prolly really schizo and maybe diana doesn't even know who diana is!

so who exactly am i?

i hope i'm not just the diana who gets drunk every other day
i hope i'm not just the diana who hurts others by screwing up
i hope i'm not just the diana that smokes and drinks too much

i do hope that i'm the diana that my friends turn to when they need a shoulder to cry on
i do hope that i'm the diana that makes the world slightly more bearable for my friends
i do hope that i'm the diana that makes a difference in at least someone's life

if there's one birthday wish i could make, i'd wish for everyone to have enough strength to go through pain and shit. didn't want to wish for no more pain coz then who's gonna know what happiness means?

i'm sorry if i made you sad, angry, frustrated or hurt by my words, actions, or choices. you know i never mean to but it's just me and my super ability to screw things and people up and i'm not proud of me when that happens.

ah well... another weekend, another flight, another drink, another week, another smile, another day....

happy birthday to me...

4 Comments:

  • At 3:26 PM , Blogger pris said...

    Who is Diana, I took the liberty to do some hard core research for my dear friend.

    According to Wikipedia,
    "The Sailor Moon metaseries includes three different cat characters who act as advisors to their respective owners. The third, Diana, is much younger and was originally born on Earth."

    -you are a cat, but i doubt it cos i dun hate you, lets try the next one-

    According to www.answers.com,
    "Diana (dīăn'ə) , in Roman religion, goddess of the moon, forests, animals, and women in childbirth. She was probably originally a forest goddess and a special patroness of women. She was identified with the Greek Artemis, and at her temple on the Aventine at Rome she was honored as the virgin goddess. Her most famous cult, however, was at Aricia, near Lake Nemi; there she was worshiped as an earth goddess and was associated with fertility rites and with the Great Mother Goddess."

    -you arent a V***** and fertility? mayb if u start hving regular period, so this fails, lets try another-

    According to www.thinkbabynames.com
    "The girl's name Diana is pronounced dy-ANN-ah, dee-AHN-ah. It is of Latin origin, and its meaning is "divine"."

    -you drink, smoke and party too much to be divine. Maybe in world zouk you are divine-

    So I guess ur divine la.. u like?

    Maybe later I do analysis on your surname.. haha

     
  • At 3:36 PM , Blogger ah_bu said...

    you must be so bored. wat has work done to you?!~

    hmm.. but but.. if i stick to my resolution, do u think i can become virgin goddess by 2008??

    ha!

     
  • At 3:40 PM , Blogger pris said...

    aye u mean saint hilda's taught u all dat virginity is reversible?

    better not send my girl there nxt time.

    n although ur diana in sailormoon is a cat, according to vina, your pussy dun realli hv 9 lives!

    mayb if u stick to ur resolution, u can b godness of anti-vice la.

    BLAH!

     
  • At 3:47 PM , Blogger ah_bu said...

    u are damn vulgar and i do not want to speak to vulgar people...

    haa

     

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