to someone somewhere out there

i was surfing around facebook when i chanced on your account. 

decided to click on it, even though i know you're no longer around, just to see.. how others who loved you are doing. and i never fail to not tear. 

not that i knew you or shared a whole lot with you, not that you and i were close or anything, but we did hang out, once in a while, in normanton, at ktvs, my birthday... and drinks at wherever. 

i haven't said it before, but i'm sorry. i never really got to talk to you much the last coupla months and i never wanted you to feel like i wasn't a friend anymore. i guess i was too caught up with myself... and i'm sorry. 

i looked forward to my return from tpe coz i wanted so much to introduce you to him! apparently you guys were classmates before, and u were one of those classmates who was open and kind. 

thank you for being a friend to him. 

it would've been so nice to be able to hang with mutual friends of ours at ktv! i never really say it, but u always cross my mind when i'm at a ktv session... 

wish i could turn back time to be a friend again..