Plead the fleeting moment to last

Saturday, May 23, 2009

slightly moody sat...

hokays, this seems weird that i'm sitting alone at home on a saturday with my girls and nothing else to do but housework. which i've done.. now that i'm so used to having him around, i dunno wat to do with my time when he's away. sheeshhh

yes, i've got girlfriends to meet, friends to meet, but somehow, something's different. like... i dunno if i went "any plans?" would there be any response? sigh.. i guess i haven't been a good friend myself... like, i'd love to text everyone and say wat's up? but then i gotta consider who i'm meeting and whether they are okay with him around and all that... and i end up choosing not to call. arghhh... so dilemmaaaaaaa...

sigh.. i dun think i'm a good friend anymore and i don't think i'm considered one anymore as well. and it sucks to be the last to know about stuff that matters. aiyah.. i'm just in a whiny mood. it's really not that bad... right?? you think?? sighh... 

anyways, am off to meet gracia for some girly time!! yay!!

Sunday, May 03, 2009

a day with the girls..

i watched marley and me last nite. laughed my head off at some points and thought omg, that's brandy the rascal!! thankfully, brandy's not so.. destructive, but then again, we all know the stupid shit she got herself into.. so.. sigh.. 

anyways, bawled my eyes out at the end. i dunno how, i can't really even picture that day coming. i hope the girls outlive me. but what are the odds, eh? 

so here i am, spending the day with the two bitches. one's just nuaing around the house, the other's being an inspector, going in and out of the rooms. sniffing here and there. the man went out to work.. and i ahem, just finish ironing and hanging up clothes. before that, it was putting laundry to wash, mopping and vacuuming the floor. brandy's having her period.. so dots of pink patches are scattered around the house. apparently they are suppose to clean up after themselves but i think it's .. gross. 

things should be getting more stable now that he's been offered a psuedo full time job. meaning, it's not exactly full time but it's exclusive and he's guaranteed a fixed some monthly. that's kinda full time rite? no cpf and all though.. but at least timings are flexi. so yay!!!

exciting things are happening around us!! yay!! u know what this means? it's always been a domino effect with us for the past 10 yrs... one bad thing happens and shit hits the fan for all.. but but but, good things that happen also mean things will pick up for all!! 

here's to a great 10 more yrs. lalala...