Plead the fleeting moment to last

Friday, September 24, 2004

My last wedding

OOOhhh yeaa... i'm finally free~~ Had my very last wedding last nite and I would like to pay tribute to Theresa without whom I could have never pulled it off!! Hah... THANK U BABE!~ (like she'll be reading this anyways..)

Yesterday's flt was okay.. learnt quite a lot and experienced some stuff... it's a loooong story but I'm glad I went through it.. learn to toughen myself up... and the return flight was good too!~ Of course I made some mistakes here and there and got chided here and there but it's all good.. i'm fine... especially when this very nice lady passenger came up to me and told me she's very happy with my service.. ah! hehehe.... made my day! everything else that screwed up was A OK!~

KK... nuff abt flights... kena called up tomorrow for ho chi min city turn.. basket..

Anyways, back to the wedding last nite... it was good. I sprang out of the airport.. managed to do a feat.. went out the entire way without my pass!! shhhhh..... it was quite amazing.. but probably i was walking too quickly they didn't get to see much of me.. i was... THE FLASH!~

Got to Hilton in time to make sure everything was well and good! Screwed that stupid, incompetent car rental guy who was soooo.. bloody irritating i think his company will collaspe soon.. or i hope so.. anyway, felt good..

I think i'm gonna miss wedding planning.. i already miss it... last nite was my last full wedding planning job... no more.. not in the near future i guess.. coz i'm gonna concentrate on learning my trade... (HA!) and get more information first.. dun wanna be like any run of the mill kinda weddding planner in future... hmmm.. there should still be a mkt for wedding planning i hope.. worst come to worst, funeral planning, here i come!~ Sigh... it's hard to find a job that you're passionate about and once u do, i suggest you stick to it and make sure you're damn good at it.. at least you know you've acheived something and people remember you for it. And if you love your job, you never have to work a day for the rest of your life! It's doing a hobby... haha... and getting paid for it... that's life.. in that sense, you've already retired at wat.. 35?? I'm aiming for that.. muahaha... okok.. maybe 4o..

*yawnz*... kinda tired... shall go sleep and rest my weary body... hmmm... shall see if i'm up to walas tonight.. haaa..... till then... :)


Wednesday, September 22, 2004

red nail polish

One stroke - base coat over my fingers and toenails..
gee... this had better protect them from turning yellow...

One stroke - blood red.. polish over my fingers and toenails.
Hmm... is this how i'm gonna spend every other evening from now and evermore?

Opps.. better be careful, while i type, better not mess the polish up
Hmm... issit smooth?? issit shiny? Hope it can last the ordeal my fingers will go through in a couple of moments...

Dammit.. am i becoming what i dread becoming?

Noooo... i dun wanna be wondering when my next nail will chip... argh.. i dun wanna care if my hair's not in place.. please.. diana trives on being messy and untidy...messy IS sexy.. muahaha...

Sigh... here i go again... prettifying myself .. looking like some clown... high in the air.. how can some people think they are high and mighty when all they do is to smile.. and look good.. sheesh.. there must be more to this than the make-up.. I have my reason.. let me finally get to do it.. right...

Last stroke - Top coat to seal of the bloody red polish.
damn...I'm already getting sick of the routine.. bleah...

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

YucK!~

Hokay... after being the most kay poh person in the entire world, snooping at people's blogs, I've found my inspiration to check in again... actually, it was more like i was too lazy to try to remember my username and password.. how typical.. sheesh..

Anywayz, yucks because i hate my current template and i'm gonna figure out how to change it... soon... Yucks because I'm doing blardy irritating essay which has no meaning... it's so DUH!~ arghhh... yucks.. because... hmmm.... i just hate what i'm doing now!~~~

How i wish the wedding would end soon. Then I can stop acting and pretending and living a lie that i'm travelling in and out of sg just to go hk...??!~~ It's irritating I have to live a lie... i wanna tell my dearest client that I'm flying.. so stop bothering me and talking to me about inviting ur crush to your wedding.. basket.. you're getting married...

Arghhh.... i hate it that all this sneaking ard is making me reallllly tired of wedding planning... really.. i LOVE wedding planning.. but this is killing my passion.. argh.. i dread the day and can't wait for it to come and go... i feel trapped by this job coz i've got a responsibility to these couples... i can't get myself out of it!!! Not until the wedding is over... but it's taking toooo darn loooong... it's getting tiring...

I hate it that I've stopped learning how to plan a wedding.. trust me.. my knowledge has become stagnant.. i need to improve myself.. and i ain't gonna get far if I go on sneaking ard.. sigh... can't wait to start my own wedding planning company.. and finally do what i want the way i want it...

I have to learn to be a bitch...

sheesh... i was happy before writing this blog... hmmmm.. must be the 'high' of letting it alll out... i'm fine.. back to blardy irritating essay... stupid fuck..