pondering

it's been exactly 2 weeks since the big proposal and parts of me still can't quite believe how everything happened. 

listening to the song he sang at the beach, yes.. now i'm tearing up coz it really was the sweetest thing to do and it's everything i ever wanted, and more since i didn't need to make do with a coke can tab. 

2 weeks have passed and i've gone from bridezilla mode, to i-dunno-where-i-should-start, and just having everything in my head  form up perfectly. it's simple, all i want is significance and the moment. 

i don't think i can be happier, even though this means no guys are gonna chat me up anymore once they see the bling, but oh well... win some lose some eh.. 

prissylala's birthday was a blast!! and because work deprived me of spending time with my friends, work had to pay for allll the drinks i had... keke... which was good anyways.. so yey.. 

it's meet the parents session today.. more like.. parents get-together. it's gonna be quite funny, my parents, his parents, my sister, his sister = worlds apart. but somehow we turned out alright. 

all will turn out alright. despite me always trying to do it the hard way, it always had, and always will. 

now all i need is for work to be great and i'm good. how can i find a job that i love and still give me time to live my life? how can i continue leaving footprints in people's lives? 

hmmm... 

the one after operation surprise!!

soooo..... 

ahem.... 

where do i start with this whole wedding thing?? 

i know i'm suppose to be a .. ex wedding planner, and yes, i've asked a million and one of those .." how many pax, which part of the year, wat format? ROM, dinner, combine, 2 days, 1 day? lunch, dinner, sit-down? buffet? chinese cuisine? english cuisine? 

but suddenly.. i had a flash of... i-dun-have-a-clue-where-to-start in my head. 

and i know, i shouldn't be but i'm freaking myself out.. 

oh, and i never knew how much those questions could actually stress someone out.. 

opps!!