looking back on 2011's first 1/4

omg.. either the year's passing really fast, or... no, the year's passing really fast. it's already april! well, 1st quarter done, been a pretty ok one so am just gonna keep this up.

it's been crazy around the world and i wonder if our next generation will be able to witness half its madness. i kinda feel blessed to be in living in this lifetime though, i mean, alot of sadness and suffering that really makes me think about what is important to me. like... truly impt...

i always seem broke but i'm still getting fat so i can't be that broke, compared to those suffering without a roof over their heads, or wondering where their next meal will be coming from, or worst, where their loved ones are or if they're even alive. so i wun complain anymore.

i always stress myself up when jobs dun seem to be coming in or that i'm not climbing up the corporate ladder that my friends are climbing, but compared to those that dun have jobs, can't have jobs or are sick and tired of their jobs sucking away their lives but can't do anything about it, methinks i'm quite blessed to have a job i really love and to actually call my own. hard work it is, but nothing comes easy, so i wun complain anymore.

i always feel trapped when i wanna enjoy myself, going wherever, drinking whenever but i have responsibilities as a wife and mother (to my dogs), and sometimes i wonder why i tie myself down to these... but when i look back on the irresponsible lifestyle i had and the mistakes i've made, i thank God for giving me the love of my life and the two bitches. they are the ones that make sure i end the day with a smile and a sigh of contentment just by being themselves, so i wun complain anymore.

i think i'm okay... baby, if you ever read this, i think we're okay... *smiles*

exactly what's engraved in our little ring of dedication, responsibility and love to each other...

we're livin on a prayer everyday and 愛 is just 很簡單 when you have someone with you every step of the way... so i wun complain anymore..