how to stay afloat...

things seem to be going well... but i dunno..

maybe a nice romantic, just us day would've been nice enough, but apparently it's not... a nothing-else-is-planned-so-we-can-rest-and-spend-time-doing-things-together day turned into a silent house with just the sound of the teevee in the background. i dun even feel like being in the same room without wanting to scream... and i am screaming... inside.

what on earth did i do or say wrong?

anyways.... i'm worried about the studio... we're getting gigs and stuff, students etc.. so much so that the studio biz seems to have taken a backseat to what our main biz was suppose to be. maybe we should just do without the studio, save some money with the construction of the booth and concentrate on the gigging aspect of the biz...

or maybe we can come up with some form of partnership with some other studio and do more of a off-site producer/editing/recording engineer. i dunno...

are we losing focus on the things that should matter?

so yea... things seem to be going well... good moments... but i don't really quite know what's going on underneath it all. just floating... and wondering how we can keep it that way... and hope no current too strong comes this way..

oh but then again, i like riding waves.. oh well, bring it..