Today's quickie

Dear Blory!

Wow.. compared to how the entire weekend has been, i must say, I'm kinda glad I had a nice quickie flight today. Hehe... yea, that's wat i'm calling it in future... it's a QUICKIE flight.. muahaha! Anyways, the flight was good. Kinda came and went so quickly that before I knew it, I was back in Singapore.. money's not that great but anything to occupy my time man.. anything... i swear.

The weekend's been nice.. friday nite spent at jazz bar, Saturday nite, after going round and round the usual options of where to go after dinner...

"let's lan.." says Aly...
"no.. I'm kinda tired.. dun feel like lanning" says normie..

"let's bowl!" says me...
"no.. i sprained my thumb while sleeping... " says normie...

"Let's go karaoke" says nicky..
"NO." says aly and normie...

In the end, after walking to mccafe and spending some money, we ended up at Nicky's place.. watched 2 vcds, the guys watched soccer.. and .. porn.. bloody hell bunch of guys watching porn on the comp while I was trying to watch my vcd, in the same freakin room, more like.. HALL... haha.. well at least NOW i know wat kinda porn nicky likes! HIAKZZZZZ.... ;P

I know i'm doing ok for now... and i guess i've taken an entirely different outlook in this area of relationships. Nothing is forever. So whatever happens, just treasure what u have at that moment coz it might just be for that moment. I use to think well... if it's truly love, it's definately gonna last and withstand all tests, no? But I guess... as long as you know that at that very moment, wat you felt was really really love.. even if you drift apart eventually, the love will always remain.. it's just the passion that's taken a walk. Why hold back from potential relationships just because u want to find the right one? That's me in the past... I use to not wanna get into relationships so quickly coz I dun wanna get hurt.. but come to think of it.. I'm only hurt because of what I put in.. so there you go.. you dun put in so much, you dun get too hurt.. you dun hold back too much, you allow yourself more opportunities for a shot at happiness. Even if it's shortlived, at least you can look back and say.. I've lived and loved and for that moment in time, I was happy.

I was doing pretty okay.. until his mum called. That was really wierd. She actually asked me how I was doing.. and to talk to her if I need to.. awwwww maaann... how super ultra sweet can that be?! THAT made me almost burst out in tears outside the terminal while waiting for me dad to pick me up... sigh... sigh... sigh....

Hoo well... hope things will get better someday.. for both of us. This song's for him... and for those who've loved and lost.

"Please Remember" - leann rimes

Time, sometimes the time just slips away
And you're left with yesterday, left with the memories
I, I'll always think of you and smile
And be happy for the time I had you with me

Though we go our seperate ways
I won't forget so don't forget the memories we made

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you and you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine and we were wild and free

Please remember, please remember me

Goodbye, there's just no sadder word to say
And it's sad to walk away with just the memories
Who's to know what might have been
We'll leave behind a life and time we'll never know again

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you and you were there for me
And remember, please remember me

Please remember, please remember
I was there for you and you were there for me
Please remember, our time together
The time was yours and mine and we were wild and free
And remember, please remember me

And how we laugh and how we smile
And how this world was yours and mine
And how no dream was out of reach
I stood by you, you stood by me
We took each day and made it shine
We wrote our names across the sky
We ride so fast, we ride so free
And I had you and you had me

Please remember, Please remember