I'm a boomerang~

Dear Blory..

I know I should be painting me freaking nails or going to sleep now coz i've got a freaking early quickie tomorrow to Hongkong but I ain't. Got too much I wanna say to want to go to bed. So here goes...

Had wine with Aly, Normie and Theresa today after class and after Bridget Jones' Diary. It was a nice show, pretty happy ending but not as great as the first one. But that's always the case with sequels so I ain't expecting or complaining too much.

Theresa asked me over wine, how much can u love a person? And to her question, I replied, you can love a person even though you're not together... and despite everything he or she has done. I never really knew how someone can do that, more so myself, but I guess there's always a first time. Like what Nicky said, it's like a boomerang feeling, when you know u wanna be with the person just that you wanna discover more of life and stuff... and so you throw urself out there into the big bad world.. but someday, someway, somehow.. u know.. Anyway, that might just sound like a damn naive thing or like an excuse to go fuck around, but he said he felt that applies alot to me and louis. I dunno... in some ways I agree... actually I very much agree... but well... dun wanna sound like a hopeless, romantic sod. So.. hmmm... we'll see..

Am listening to Leslie Cheung's Zhui now... in a wierd sense, it actually meant alot to me when he said he kinda dedicated this song to me during a karaoke session in china. So when will the chase finally end? And when will one finally be happy? No no.. i'm not deluding myself thinking that things will be good when I hear this song coz I know it won't. It's just... i guess... something that keeps me sane for the time being.

Hokay, am feeling kinda melacholic now.. Think I shall go retire and wake up earlier for nail polishing tomorrow.. Hope it'll be a good flight and here's wishing everyone who's reading this, well... better luck in love and to find someone who truly makes u happy.