hey there, long time no see...

wow, it's been a while.... and judging from the next-to-nothing updates from the rest of the gang, everybody's either gotta be really busy, really caught up with things, or really just tired of talking about themselves anymore eh?

i really would've posted much sooner but have been looking for my silly digicam cable so i can upload my moscow pics. now, i have no pictures to upload (sorry cousin, heh). i can only blabber...

guys! we mush do drinks over dempsey soon!!! friday? vesak day, so i heard...

anywayz, things have been pretty rosy for me, nothing to complain about, happy with work, happy with new room, happy with.. alot of things, maybe that's why there's almost nothing to talk about anymore.

went out with an old friend coupla days ago and we had a nice chat. talked about how we've changed, and all that. asked if he changed, it's a nice way of putting it. still a kid but just more thoughtful. a thinking kid. asked if i thought i changed, well... physical aspects like actions and everything, yea, pretty much everything. emotionally, well... slightly more cynical but i think i'm still a freaking idealist *pui* ... mentally, hmm... think i have adopted the just-do-it mentality, come what may...

would we have made it if we got together then? would we still be friends like now, 7 yrs later? probably not, so everything happens for a reason. believe in that and i guess you'll not have any regrets. "it's nice to grow up together, but it's nicer to grow old together" hmmm.. food for thought. sometimes a lil break in between helps, eh? *winks to dearest part-time bfs 1 & 2 and all who've been through shit*

so anyways, that's that, methinks i'd still drop everything else though if you-know-who calls... such a sucker i tell u... "will i?"

"i'd rather be hopelessly in love and figure out a way to survive, than have all the means of survival in the world but not be in love" - idealistic me

We've got to hold on to what we've got
'Cause it doesn't make a difference if we make it or not.
We've got each other and that's a lot for love
We'll give it a shot.

- idealistic jon

off to land of the sunless *again* tonight. "hallo adrian! hallo ivan! hallo lynn! here i come!"