something from alias

I have come to realise that the only way I can keep myself from being hurt is to remain attached.

I watched Alias the night before coming back from Amsterdam. It was sidney and .. what's his name? Vaughn or something rite? So anyways, he divorces his wife because probably he realises that he can't get her (sidney) outta his mind. And after a mission, he tells sidney about it. And what she said kinda.. well... feels so close to heart.

She said that what scared her most is the fact that she feels sad for him, and yet at the same time, hopeful.

Hope can kill.

Anywayz, so obviously the wife isn't gonna let him leave her and came out with alot of shit stunt to get his sympathy and blah blah... and he fell for it. Called sidney at night. She picked up and asked if he was at one of their colleagues' place since he was technically divorcing his wife and told her that he could be sleeping on his colleagues' couch. But nah... he said.. no. And u know the familiar hyperventilation moment? Yep. I could see it coming. And she said well it looks like they weren't gonna have the coffee they were suppose to have. And he said no. And then... sigh... she just couldn't talk anymore and it was painful coz you could literally feel a physical pain.

Ah well... dunno if I'm making sense. But do you get my point? Ahaha!

but today I'm fine without you
runaway this time without you
and all the things you put me through
i'm holding on by letting go of you

- the all american rejects