3 more days

So my trip to tokyo and la is about to come to an end. Like wat we always say, 3 down, one last one to go!! Yippie!! Can't wait to come back to sg. I.. CAN'T.. WAI..T...!~

Anywayz, guess this has been a good trip... even though I didn't get to go to magic mountain coz of my back.. or santa monica coz of time constraints, managed to drag my bad back to Universal Studios! It was a experience, something that we go.. "Hokay! Done that! Moving on..." Yep yep... I'll hit another part of the map on my next trip! Oh.. pictures when i get back.

It's a good trip because my ticket to london has been confirmed!!! Yippie!! So when I touch down on sunday, it's gonna be about 20 hours before i embark on my roadtrip to edinburgh.. now i can start keeping my fingers cross that we wun get lost in the middle of.. i dunno... uk?

Psst... ANNNAH!! I'M COMING!!!!!!!!!!!

Just one minor bleah... robbie's not coming to town anymore... i'm gonna miss him... AGAIN..

arghhhhh... ROOAARRRRR

Lalala!! Greeetings from Tokyo!

I'm a little bit worried now coz my ticket to london isn't really confirmed, and apparently I applied for the wrong ticket and might have to pay 50 percent of it. Sheesh! Keeping me fingers cross that I can get the FOC one or I'm FUCKED. Mightily FUCKED.

Anywayz, methinks my back's getting from bad to worst. Now the left side of my lower back is really reallly painful. Every step is a nightmare and I can't put my weight on my left leg at all. Can't sit properly, stand properly, bend properly, walk properly. SIGH. Sign of old age....

I'm happy though... Other than these coupla setbacks... hmmm..

I miss hanging out with the gang. I wish the sydney peeps will come back faster and I can't wait to go London to catch up with the boys. I have new friends but I'll never forget my old. Never okay?? You guys mean TOOO much.

Just FYI. ;)

Wedding cake theory

Can you really love someone and be IN love with someone else for the rest of your life?

That's like having your cake/pie and eating it right? But... they ARE meant to be eaten wat... if not what's the use of them even existing? I know.. it's like those 3-tiered wedding cakes. You eat some, you use some for decor, and you keep some.

So you CAN love someone and be in love with someone else. It's simply as complexed as handling a wedding cake!

No I'm not drunk on a wednesday afternoon. I'm just.... pondering.

finally a day of rest!!

Phew!! Sudden twist of fate brought me to dubai and istanbul for an entire week. Yep. As soon as I switched on the teevee, silly news presenter reported bombings in turkey. "BOMB BLASTS IN TURKEY." Sheesh... 3, to be exact and one directly in istanbul itself. Got back on saturday and before I knew it, was whisked off to seoul for another day. Gosh, the moment i got to the hotel, i lost all consciousness until 15 hrs later. I'm glad i'm actually alive coz I was really zombified during the flight up. Oh, and when i left the hotel... reports of more bombings in istanbul. SHEESH.

I dunno if it's.. tao hua yun or something... but something wierd's happening these days. I freaking keep getting numbers i dun quite wanna get! Argh... as if I'm not confused enough.

Shit.. i just broke a nail... that's the 4th nail that needs mending but can't seem to bring my ass down to me manicurist.

Hokay.. have alot on my mind... i just dunno where to start. Is it really that hard to be happy? And when I am, do I always have to try to screw it up? Am I really incapable of being with another person? Am I being really silly to myself? Do I always have to doubt how people feel about me? Do I always have to push them away?

Aiyoh.. methinks i should sleep.